Cowboy in Pink
Picture a man in black & white
fingering his thirty-aut-six
locked and loaded, his penis
protruding from lace pink panties.
The color I cannot be certain of
though shades of grey break
clean from monochrome rules–
the boots, (brown?) Durangoes,
his hat, a (dirty black?) Stetson,
is cocked slightly back.
Picture too, a frame if you can,
a border around the old west,
looking back from a sunset
sky gone to seed– the hull of it
purple and round, the center
a deep ponderosa gold,
ember orange at its core–
and a ranch, say a place
with a thousand or more working
acres pulled tightly around itself
like a broad cut of trade cloth
the frame with its stripes of green
stripes of brown; timber we’ll call it,
as it’s done in Montana, a resource
as well as a pride. Back East,
they just call it woods. Back East
they hurl curses at boys in pink panties;
out West they might look
at the sky and wonder
if rain is likely to spoil the harvest,
might try to forget that poor boy
hung up in Wyoming to die
on the fencepost, dressed like a regular guy
a pair of blue jeans, no gun, no hat,
no boots and no panties,
bleeding alone in the wide open sky.
Steve Rubinstein lives in Palmer, Alaska having moved from Portland, Oregon. He is the Program Director for Alaska Pacific University’s Graduate Program in Outdoor & Environmental Education. His family includes a couple kids, a goat, two pigs, four chickens, two rabbits, two cats and the spirit of one geriatric dog.